Sort of. More of a post-suicide note. Not an explanation, more a 'just in case'. After last time, when I was so impulsive that the thought of a note just didn't occus, I want to leave something.
It's like a codicil, and an auto-eulogy. That is, the things I wish I could say and ask people to remember, as well as my favourite hymns, poems and Bible verses. It's so weird to see your life through your possessions, and although I'm an obsessive hoarder it seems I don't have enough things to give everyone something pertinent. But whatever happens, I hope it would all be used wisely. I just want Li'l Sis, Girlie, The Ex and The Boy to have the things that matter to me, as well as Mum and Dad.
I would miss everyone, of course, but right now it feels like my time here is coming to an end. It feels like time to say goodbye and tie up my loose ends.
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